As I was turning onto the street where my house is last week, there was some of the most incredible light through the frost in the desert I have ever seen.  Having no memory card in my camera, I had no choice but to use the crummy iPhone camera to snap a quick picture because it was something I did not want to forget.

As a photographer, I can say I have taken many better pictures… but there are not enough photographs in the world for where I live.

One of the things I love the most about living in the desert is the light - the way it’s always different and always breathtaking, the way it cascades down the foothills and through the farmland and into your eyes like you’ve never seen it before, like it’s new, when it’s the oldest thing in the world.  The way it changes colors, changes temperatures, it even changes flavor…. but it’s always so stunningly beautiful you have to stop, even just for a second, even if you’ve lived there all your life.

The most recent incarnation was when I was there last, when the desert sand and farmland was dusted lightly with frost and the fog of the hills was slightly frozen so you could see the mist as it hung there, letting the sunlight through in broken ways - I can’t tell you how beautiful it is.

This photo certainly doesn’t.

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again with the pictures saying 1000 words…

this one and the great line “I immediately regret this decision!”

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Story of my life, kids.

Oh man I am SO SORRY for the late blogging on this - it was a crazy weekend!

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Ani was amazing in concert.  I can’t believe I’ve made it this far in my life and not seen her yet.  We were literally about 400 yards away from her, we got there early and waited in line in the cold… it was amazing.  Fucking amazing.  The energy in the club was fantastic, 1200 people perfectly together, totally focused on this one woman and the words she was singing.

She played a really long set, but the ones I remember are:

+ The Atom
+ Manhole
+ Dilate
+ 78% Water
+ Shameless
+ Sunday Morning

And her encore… WAS PERFECT ~ She played Gravel and 32 Flavors … I’ve never really seen a crowd like that - so fucking intense, everyone was singing for Gravel, everyone was alternately singing and silent for 32 Flavors.

Plus, the venue was so intimate that we all got to feel so close to her… it was incredible.  My life is complete now.  Really.
And the verdict stands: Ani DiFranco is a fucking Goddess.

Oh lord.  They say a picture is worth a thousand words - well here’s one that sums up my morning pretty stunningly:

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This involved spazzing out over accidentally sending an incomplete application to my top-choice law school, spending all morning on the phone trying fix this mistake (both with the law school’s admissions office and the LSDAS), sendinf roughly 57 faxes to New Zealand before I figured out how to work the fax machine to send the letter of recommendation form to one of my recommenders, and sending 8 spastic emails to my college mentor who finally responded with a very curt note telling me to calm the fuck down, get my shit together, and call him.

Now, of course, I’m feeling too strung out to sleep.  See photo above.

So my two guy friends and I had this great idea about halloween costumes - we were going to go as a trio of Apocalypse Now characters; Joe would be the CIA guy in the Hawaiian shirt and camo pants, Mischa would be Kurtz, and I would be, of course, a Saigon prostitute (hey American GI man! me love you looong time!!!).

Of course Mischa and I didn’t end up doing it, partly because I was sick and partly because no one really threw a halloween party… but Joe was awesome enough to do it anyway and it suits him so well I have to post the picture:

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HAIR!

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